We Beat Ourselves Up Unnecessarily Over Failed Dreams.

In light of my recent post on transvestigation, I realized that people beat themselves up unnecessarily over achieving certain dreams. Especially the generation that I am a part of (millennial), which did NOT grow up with the same level of job security as previous generations.

However, I think many dreams are not attainable to begin with. Not many of our initial dreams from the beginning of life, anyway. 

Let me explain.

For instance, I wanted to be a manga artist growing up after I saw Japanese manga comics. From age eight and onwards, I started trying to emulate that manga style in my art. 

But, I learned later that in Japan, where manga is produced, they have entire teams of people making that shit. It's not the product of one or two people like they try and act like it is. The one mangaka artist will have a team of assistants who actually do a lot of the research and draw backgrounds, etc.

I have tried to make my own comic book at various points in my life. Sure, you can make your own manga style comic, but any comic will take an entire day to create just one page. Mangakas have to churn out an entire chapter or more per week!

The speed nearly guarantees that it's not a profession you can be commercially successful by doing it yourself. You've got to have a team.

Now, perhaps one may respond, well work hard enough and you can achieve anything. Sure, but I'm talking about things out of your control. 

Which brings me to another point. Most of the people in higher level organizations are freemason's with access to knowledge that the average person doesn't.

I have been decoding a lot of anime, and it's become clear that the people making these mangas have some advanced knowledge. It ain't low level shit by any means. The manga industry and their products are a lot more advanced than people give credit.

These manga storylines go through a whole preproduction and pipeline. They have access to the best researchers, ancient texts, hidden history they can draw new characters from. These manga books ain't something some 20 year old neckbeards pulled out their asses. Certain stories are popular for a reason. They know exactly how to design characters design wise and human psychology-wise. They know which symbols will impact the subconscious minds of readers globally. The language of the subconscious mind is image and symbol.

Not saying your average person can't come up with bomb ass storylines. Just understand the various ways the deck is already stacked against you.

This is not even taking into the fact that most of these manga creators and writers are in the secret Freemason clubs and are usually sexually inverted as a result.

Said inverts are more likely to steal your idea as an average, true gender person, then get other inverts to reproduce your idea.

I gave up trying to become a manga artist that is part of the industry for various personal reasons. But, now I know that there are other real barriers to prevent the average person from really becoming part of any industry. People don't realize that globally, a lot of positions are closed off to them from the get-go. 

Every child in school is asked who they want to be when they grow up. Most of these answers will be a profession in some industry one way or another. That there is the problem. We are already encouraged from the beginning to join into THEIR industries instead of our own.

My theory is while segregation certainly was concerned with race and denationalizing the Moors of America who already had their own businesses, it was also about forcing us to join the world of these freemasons and inverts. Anything we do business wise now has to be from these inverts that hate real biological gendered people. Average people not in the secret club wonder why they are passed over for promotions, or why certain higher ups go out of their way to be nasty to them. Your average "black" person certainly has this experience in many organizations, but many never suspected it was also about the sexual inversion.

A new dream developed later in life, often in one's 20's-30's, can be more obtainable. By now, some people have started to throw off the yoke of just doing whatever society or their parents told them to be. And these new dreams are more realistic now that you realize the industries aren't built for normal people (whether you are aware of the people at the top being inverted or not) People often go freelance or try and start their own small company versions of bigger businesses once they become disillusioned or realize they are going nowhere with the industries they had dreams of having.

I remember a teacher from college still trying to get Cartoon Network to accept his cartoon idea even in his 40's. His cartoon was handcrafted by himself and high quality. Definitely much better than poor excuse of cartoons that are in Adult Swim outside of the animes. (12 oz. Mouse and Aqua Teen Hunger Force are funny, but seriously, they did not even attempt to put any artistic effort in these cartoons! They are slapstick and the shitty art is part of the style, but come on). There are thousands of people like this teacher who would love their cartoons on a global network and are willing to put in the effort.

Unfortunately, this teacher doesn't realize these networks would never accept the work of someone outside of the inverted, secret Freemason clubs.

The very idea of dreams ruins us anyway, because we waste a good chunk of our lives pursuing something ran by these inverts anyway. Waste your best years, or at minimum your late teens and early twenties on things often unobtainable. 

I still want to make my own comic one day on my own terms, but not necessarily in the manga style I grew up adoring. 

It's like you have to find a whole new self that is completely outside of this fake society. Drop everything you know.

I have come to terms with the inverted society. That gives me the strength to find my own way. There is a creativity the people never have the chance to use, going to prison school and working these jobs.